I've been your operations manager for three years. I've stayed through the bad months. I've stayed through every Christmas you missed payroll a day late. I've stayed because I believed in what you were building.
I'm done.
I'm tired of getting texted at 6:34 AM because Sarah didn't show up at Sunset Plaza and the property manager is calling you. I'm tired of being the human phone tree. I'm tired of calling 12 cleaners from memory while my kids are eating breakfast — knowing two of them aren't even cleared for that site.
I'm tired of Sunday afternoons. Six to ten hours, every week, building next week's routes for 40 cleaners across 85 client sites. Cross-referencing certifications. Plotting drive times. Holding it all in my head because the grid forgets the moment I save it.
I'm tired of Carlos showing up at Wellness Medical when he isn't CDC-trained, and you blaming me when the contract goes on review. The whiteboard in your office says he isn't cleared. The grid let me schedule him anyway. That's not on me.
I'm tired of finding out about overtime on Monday morning. Maria worked 38 hours coming into Tuesday. The 6 PM Crestview visit tipped her to 41. Nobody saw it. We paid $87 in OT premium that nobody decided to spend. Multiply by 12 cleaners a month, every month. You don't see it. I do. I've watched us bleed roughly $15,000 a year in overtime that never needed to be owed.
I'm tired of Maria asking me at 2 PM on Friday if she can leave by 3:30 to pick up her daughter. Every Friday. I write it down. The next Friday someone else schedules her until 6. She quits. I find a replacement. I train them. They quit too. The industry says 200-300% turnover. We're worse.
I'm tired of contracts going on review because of things we could have prevented. Wellness. Bayside. The Cypress double-booking incident in July. Each one is six figures of revenue. Each one is on me, according to you.
I'm not asking for a raise. I'm not asking for more help. I'm asking for tools that work. I haven't gotten them.
I gave you my best three years. I'm going to use the next two weeks to wrap up handover. I hope whoever takes this seat after me lasts longer than I did.
They probably won't.